oh. i forgot to talk about something in the last post. will touch on it here. anyway. it's like, being in 1st alto now is simply pressurising. i miss being in second. where the parts are so not that important at all. then if anyone was not intune or anything, can just not play that note or something and yifang and sheryan will cover up. now i really wish azura is still in cgssb. then she can be the one doing all the solos and everything that's pressuring. and me, being the junior of that part can take it easier. rather than i do everything else. i miss the old times! where sheryan and yifang would cover up for us. and any parts that we dont know how to play, they will help us. show us how it sounds like, or maybe even sing it out to us. the old times.. gosh i feel so nostalgic. i guess if i never take over them, i'll still be inexperienced, and not that matured. and perhaps this will help the band to progress.

anyway, i figured out why i prefer studying in school rather than at home. in school, if i have any questions that i dont know how to go about doing, there's someone i can ask. however, at home. there's like no one i can go to help for. i realy wish i have an older silbling. my dad is always playing the computer, mother, helping the boys or watching her dramas. wow. it's always the same routine. i guess it's just me. i should just adapt to it. fortunately for me, i have friends in school ;D thanks you to you out there!

oh yesterday, went out with my family. we went for the ducktours. it's this 1hour tour in a vechicle that can travel on land and on sea. not exactly cool but still cool la. cool would be a vechicle that can do all three. travel on sea, in sea, on land, and in the sky. :D sounds really impossible! hahaha. anyway. the tour guide was really young, 21. he lives in jurong too la. coincedence!

today, went for band in the morning. shall not talk into details. slept in the afternoon. and went for dinner at the nearby market. the food's pretty good. and pretty expensive too. cos it was seafood la. i should really help my parents to spend less on food la. like just one meal can cost them 100+. then if we do this like thrice every week, then we'll spend 300 bucks, not including the other meals. cant believe it man. think of the people in africa. they can even skip meals sometimes. CRAP. i'll really try my best to not waste food. :D

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